Repeating MUET again.

who could ever thought that MUET results can make a human being like me to feel so down.
yeah right, i need to repeat MUET all over again. This proves that i am not good enough in English while all of my friends score band 4 and above . i'm still standing at the bottom line. BAND 3. I never thought that i will be this sad now. can anyone imagine how i need to revise everything back for MUET and at the same time i need to catch up everything that i am currently learning to score a higher CGPA score. It is killing me slowly. People who ever thought that " nak jadi cikgu English senang" are the one that did not anything because you will never know the hardness that we people need to go through to become an English educator.  I never thought that MUET can torn me apart like this. people said ' don't just simply give up ' but people don't know that my heart had broke into pieces that everything in my dreams and ambition become blurry. With this kind of result , you still dreaming to be an educator? berangan la kau. that is what my mind spit at me. I should have realize this thing earlier.

Maybe some of you guys will questioning what's wrong with band 3? there are some individuals that might get worst , right. I should be grateful right? Yup.. actually i do feel grateful because it is not easy to get a band 3 also but as you know i was currently study at UITM and i never thought of changing university. In my opinion, UITM offers skillful lectures and fees. For your information, UITM fees are the cheapest among all the government universities. who could ever reject a university that offer you  education that only cost under RM1 K?

But  as a muslim, i know this is what best for me. There must be reason why everything happen , right .. and yah .. say Alhamdulillah.

Byeee
Anak bongsu Syed Farid Nasir Wafa