Hi .. Assalammualaikum
Its me again.. haha .. yah, holiday has come to an end..
i am going back to university tomorrow . by bus. (yay me!!)
Back to my main topic..
What is the connection between heartbreaks and heartless?
sometimes people just don't get it . There is a connection between both of them.
GIRLS, to be precisely tend to get heartbreaks more than the guys
since guys most of the time their roles are the heartbreaker. right?
It's not that i said guys never get heartbreaks but it is so rare because heartbreaks was mostly known when a guy dump a girl, or a guy reject the girl. Oops sorry guys.
I was once a very desperate young woman (ahah!!) I tend to search for that special someone for like almost every single day , every single hour etc. To be honest, I had been in a lot of relationship that ends up in the trash. What sad about it , is that i tend to believe in all of the relationship and i am too confident until they dumped me. You know what happen when we put a lot of confident and trust into that someone and they dumped you , you will get heartbroken. TADA!! (serve me right!!) After thousands of failed relationships, I just can't find myself interested in this love and relationship thingy anymore. What worst is that, I just can't find where the heck I put my heart. It went missing for quite a while. I turned to be tired of this so call true love . I'm getting sick of it (I'm being serious,not kidding) . Do you know how it feel when you are no longer feel the touch feelings when someone express their feelings about you? to be honest , you will feel so sick that you just want to walk away or run far far away from that person. yucks. Sometimes, at some reason i turn to sympathize the guy so i just act like i do care but i just don't. Do you know how it feels when you are hearing the song that once always make the type of person like you cried in the end turn you to switch off the radio or just change the channel because it makes you feel like throwing out? I experience it now . To be accurate every single day .Yes, I admit i don't feel flowery in my hearts anymore, or heart beating fast when i am nervous in front of any guy and what worst is that i stopped wearing make up to class (new improvement ,kan?) I admit I'm too heartless that i just can't help myself from being ignorant to the guys. These days, I'm happy with myself and my friends . Some girls thinks when they didn't have a boyfie they aren't cool. Who said that darlings? You don't need people to make you cool .. I didn't expect to state this but being single and untouched (meaning feeling okay, jgn pkir bukan-bukan) is better than being in a hypocrite relationship that ends up to get dump, turn to be depressed, next cut hands and in the end suicide. So , be happy to be single even life is too damn boring sometimes.
Tips For the single Girls:
Being single doesn't mean the end of the world. You should be proud of your status because you are protected from this heart sick things and depressed. Thank god for that. Have fun with life. Go swimming with the girls, watch movies, read the glam novels, study , get higher education , work , get lots of cash and what important is SHOPPING! . If you happen to be new in the single circle and happened to watch romantic movies with your partner before it, a good step is to avoid watching romantic movies because you don't want to wet the chair Kan?
To the guys:
Sorry for mentioning about the heartbreaker things in the beginning. I know some of you are not a heartbreaker but most of the times girls are crying because of you, you should know that. Sometimes , I kept asking myself why you guys cheated on the girls in the first place? why do you even said that you love them when you knew that in the you will leave them?
For your information, my heart is officially closed and i don't even believe in true love anymore.
You must be super duper amazing to unlock this broken heart of mine that turned to be heartless .
BYe..
Assalammualaikum :)
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