I STILL CAN'T, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM,

Assalammualaikum and a very good day everyone.

how are you? i wish you in a perfect condition of health.

Alhamdulillah, foundation year is on it's way to end.

there's only left a week before leaving UITM lendu that i cannot denied  i've loved so much..

this is the place i learned a lot of different things including human beings. I cannot object that i am looking forward for my degree year but at the same time , i am terrified.  After this whole journey, i am grateful that i have become a very strong young lady. This journey not only encouraged me to succeed in my life but also it thought me to become a very patient person. I learned to not easily trust people especially the guys. I learned that by choosing good people to be by your side, you will be secured. I learned that love is not everything.

BUT.

I still have not receive any answer from my question to somebody.

the question that i have asked from last June. When he suddenly vanished from my life.

He left the day after i register my foundation year during the first semester. He promised me a lot of things including visiting me at my college. I kept questioning myself, where is him? have i done something wrong to him?? i can understand if he decide to leave, but at least tell me why. I kept thinking is he dead? but still, people can always tell me . Somehow, he just left me with his promises. My problem is that, it is hard for me to move on from him. This is because, he doesn't do anything to me precisely. It's quite hurt knowing that he left just like that. I have no problem in moving on from anybody else, but i don't know why is it so hard to move on from him. Somehow, I have faith in him. A very stupid fact of mine is that, I am still waiting for him. How dumb is that.  The day he promises me to take me to meet his family is the starting of the trust in him. he left as if he's dead. There's no trace of him. No twitter account and facebook. No phone number. Wechat is offline since forever. OH, this is so frustrating. I just hope, if he is still alive, he could just kindly text me why he left and if he's not , just someone please tell me . It is torturing me to keep waiting for him blindly. This heart of mine is like being torn into pieces. OH GOD, this is so frustrating.

PLEASE MR ENGINEER, TEXT ME BACK

I"VE WAITED FOR YOU LIKE A YEARS .