Do you ever remember when we were in primary school?
To be exact the first day of school when you are in standard one.
when at that time ice breaking session is a major favourite of all students..
when the teachers kept questioning the same question "cita-cita nanti dah besar nak jadi ape?"
some of my friends replied engineers, doctors,teachers,policemen,firefighters,nurse and many more which at that time we as kids never knew what is the occupations all about and simply stated them. Who could ever thought that this fat lady (who is me ) when I am a 7 years old girl decide to become a dentist when i grow up that ends up taking TESL and teaching as the permanent occupation to be.
Stating the job without knowing what is it precisely is easy enough. Do you ever crossed your mind why your parents kept scolding you and force you to study hard to guaranty a brighter future? this is it!
Sometimes we got mad when our father take away your 3310 (zaman chekk dulu la, takdak IPONG lagy time tuu) phone to make you study or even lock your door from hanging out with your so call cool friends. But , without all that punishments and rules you will never stand at this spot now climbing the stairs of success. I never thought that to be a successful individual would be this hard. Do you? My mom always remind me this "Bukan senang nak senang dan bukan susah nak susah" there you go. It ain't easy to succeed and It ain't hard to fail.
Zaman mak bapak kita dulu la kan, Education tuu susah sangat la nak dapat . Orang Kaya ja la yang berpeluang nak pergi sekolah, belajar tinggi-tinggi. Hat yang susah tuu semua lepas SPM (tu pun kalau amik spm ) kerja kilang tak de pun kahwin sebab? tak mampu nak sambung belajar . That is why our parents dok sibuk la suruh anak-anak belajar la sungguh-sungguh nanti dapat kerja elok-elok .
Nowadays, teenagers tend to get married at a very young age . Sometimes they are even younger than me. oh gosh. Actually there is nothing wrong in marriage at a young age but sometimes i feel like questioning "aren't you suppose to be in school??" Our parents all this while working for years to see us success in our life by continuing study and get a good work not getting a grandchild when you are 16..
it's not wrong when people stated that they decide quit school to get married and have children at the age of 16 (semuanya kerana menghindari zina , katanya) it's true that you can still get a work to raise your family.
But what kind of job?? do you think your pay is enough to get a car, a house everything to make your family complete? Malaysia economy is currently increasing and things are getting expensive. It's not impossible if somehow one day hidup di luar bandar turut mahal..
So fikir-fikirkanla.. ini hanya pendapat semata-mata..
EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT!!
BYE..
Tuesday, 6 January 2015
Monday, 5 January 2015
Repeating MUET again.
who could ever thought that MUET results can make a human being like me to feel so down.
yeah right, i need to repeat MUET all over again. This proves that i am not good enough in English while all of my friends score band 4 and above . i'm still standing at the bottom line. BAND 3. I never thought that i will be this sad now. can anyone imagine how i need to revise everything back for MUET and at the same time i need to catch up everything that i am currently learning to score a higher CGPA score. It is killing me slowly. People who ever thought that " nak jadi cikgu English senang" are the one that did not anything because you will never know the hardness that we people need to go through to become an English educator. I never thought that MUET can torn me apart like this. people said ' don't just simply give up ' but people don't know that my heart had broke into pieces that everything in my dreams and ambition become blurry. With this kind of result , you still dreaming to be an educator? berangan la kau. that is what my mind spit at me. I should have realize this thing earlier.
Maybe some of you guys will questioning what's wrong with band 3? there are some individuals that might get worst , right. I should be grateful right? Yup.. actually i do feel grateful because it is not easy to get a band 3 also but as you know i was currently study at UITM and i never thought of changing university. In my opinion, UITM offers skillful lectures and fees. For your information, UITM fees are the cheapest among all the government universities. who could ever reject a university that offer you education that only cost under RM1 K?
But as a muslim, i know this is what best for me. There must be reason why everything happen , right .. and yah .. say Alhamdulillah.
Byeee
Anak bongsu Syed Farid Nasir Wafa
yeah right, i need to repeat MUET all over again. This proves that i am not good enough in English while all of my friends score band 4 and above . i'm still standing at the bottom line. BAND 3. I never thought that i will be this sad now. can anyone imagine how i need to revise everything back for MUET and at the same time i need to catch up everything that i am currently learning to score a higher CGPA score. It is killing me slowly. People who ever thought that " nak jadi cikgu English senang" are the one that did not anything because you will never know the hardness that we people need to go through to become an English educator. I never thought that MUET can torn me apart like this. people said ' don't just simply give up ' but people don't know that my heart had broke into pieces that everything in my dreams and ambition become blurry. With this kind of result , you still dreaming to be an educator? berangan la kau. that is what my mind spit at me. I should have realize this thing earlier.
Maybe some of you guys will questioning what's wrong with band 3? there are some individuals that might get worst , right. I should be grateful right? Yup.. actually i do feel grateful because it is not easy to get a band 3 also but as you know i was currently study at UITM and i never thought of changing university. In my opinion, UITM offers skillful lectures and fees. For your information, UITM fees are the cheapest among all the government universities. who could ever reject a university that offer you education that only cost under RM1 K?
But as a muslim, i know this is what best for me. There must be reason why everything happen , right .. and yah .. say Alhamdulillah.
Byeee
Anak bongsu Syed Farid Nasir Wafa
Sunday, 4 January 2015
MUET result today !!
Assalammualaikum Warahmatullahiwabarakatu.
Alright since my semester break extend to one more week due to flood case in the east side of Malaysia which is Kelantan , i have been staying home most of the time, doing nothing exciting . but not to forget the assignment. since i just started to post the blog i didnt get the chance to introduce this fat me. HAHA..
Alright Nama diberi Syarifah Raihanah Wafa Binti Syed Farid Nasir Wafa. I am 19 yeah actually baru sambut birthday yg ke 18 je last november haha.. oh well lantaklah 19 dah.. I am currently studying in UITM Alor Gajah Lendu Melaka as a Foundation TESL student (YEah MAN) In shaa Allah this April , I will end my foundation year officially.
Back to the main topic shall we?
Alright today is 5th January 2015.. Today, MUET examinations result will be officially release at 10 a.m for the group that took it last November. Most of the major costs in universities such as medical, engineering, architecture, TESL , Law required the students to take MUET examination to test on their English Skills. I was one of the victims . The government have required the TESL students to get at least a band 4 for their MUET examinations to pursue Degree . I never thought that it will be this kind of hard. What worst is that you need a band 5 to graduate your Degree year . So that means if you get band 4 for your MUET examinations this time , you need to retake it when you want to graduate Degree.. and that sucks much i guess. currently , i had the feeling of retaking the MUET exam again in July because i cannot guaranty that i will score band 4 because i will not deny that it is hard. I am quite glad that i was a TESL student but i can't deny that i am still not good enough in English . Maybe people will say that i can write well , speak well but the truth is i am just an ordinary human being. My former English teacher once told me ' we might be the best in one place , but when we move one step ahead we will really see the challenges that been waiting for us'
Once i enter the first month of Foundation TESL , i finally realize that i was a very tiny individual there. You will never can count the numbers of fluent speakers that study with you. Sometimes people who are sitting beside you can speak better than you (macam orang melayu cakap 'cakap berhabuk') so there is where all the challenges begins.
I cannot deny that i am damn scared right now. who isn't?
but what to do everything was set.. I just have to wait and see..
May Allah SWT bless. In Shaa Allah.
: for all the MUET candidates from the group November 2014 , i wish you GOod LUck.
Alright since my semester break extend to one more week due to flood case in the east side of Malaysia which is Kelantan , i have been staying home most of the time, doing nothing exciting . but not to forget the assignment. since i just started to post the blog i didnt get the chance to introduce this fat me. HAHA..
Alright Nama diberi Syarifah Raihanah Wafa Binti Syed Farid Nasir Wafa. I am 19 yeah actually baru sambut birthday yg ke 18 je last november haha.. oh well lantaklah 19 dah.. I am currently studying in UITM Alor Gajah Lendu Melaka as a Foundation TESL student (YEah MAN) In shaa Allah this April , I will end my foundation year officially.
Back to the main topic shall we?
Alright today is 5th January 2015.. Today, MUET examinations result will be officially release at 10 a.m for the group that took it last November. Most of the major costs in universities such as medical, engineering, architecture, TESL , Law required the students to take MUET examination to test on their English Skills. I was one of the victims . The government have required the TESL students to get at least a band 4 for their MUET examinations to pursue Degree . I never thought that it will be this kind of hard. What worst is that you need a band 5 to graduate your Degree year . So that means if you get band 4 for your MUET examinations this time , you need to retake it when you want to graduate Degree.. and that sucks much i guess. currently , i had the feeling of retaking the MUET exam again in July because i cannot guaranty that i will score band 4 because i will not deny that it is hard. I am quite glad that i was a TESL student but i can't deny that i am still not good enough in English . Maybe people will say that i can write well , speak well but the truth is i am just an ordinary human being. My former English teacher once told me ' we might be the best in one place , but when we move one step ahead we will really see the challenges that been waiting for us'
Once i enter the first month of Foundation TESL , i finally realize that i was a very tiny individual there. You will never can count the numbers of fluent speakers that study with you. Sometimes people who are sitting beside you can speak better than you (macam orang melayu cakap 'cakap berhabuk') so there is where all the challenges begins.
I cannot deny that i am damn scared right now. who isn't?
but what to do everything was set.. I just have to wait and see..
May Allah SWT bless. In Shaa Allah.
: for all the MUET candidates from the group November 2014 , i wish you GOod LUck.
Dreaming A Fantasy Life
Do you ever feel like you are dying to live a fantasy life?
girls .. to be exact that were born in the 90s like me , we grew watching fairytales cartoon
CINDERELLA, RAPUNZEL, SLEEPING BEAUTY, and so many more.
these kind of cartoons influence us to dream, imagine things.
Most of the cartoons in the end , end with a happy endings Also EVERY SINGLE OF IT INVOLVE A PRINCE CHARMING.
As we grow up and become a young adult , we finally realize that there is no such human call PRINCE CHARMING and also these kind of stories never existed in real life. so can you imagine how hurt it is when the dream you are dreaming in never existed. in this 2020 eras' there is no such life whereby a rich prince will marry a very ugly and poor girl. There will be no fairy god mother who will cast a spell to change a pumpkin to a carriage or to change mouse to horses. glass shoes will never exist. One of other fact that I learn nowadays is that True Love never exist.
I am one of the dreamer. don't lie. most of the girls of my age cannot deny that they are also once back then a heavy metal dreamer. Most of the stories back then also inserted the background of a dancing ballroom with a huge number of participants in it. dancing to the sweet piano . i once back then always imagine i was the heroin. A very poor lady that live with her stepmother and two step sisters. scolded by the step mother. ran into the woods and met a guy. fall in love. crisis happened but in the end i get married to the prince. na..the truth is .. it will never happen.. i always wanted to dance in the ballroom.. wear a pretty dress.. but yeah culture and religion stop me. but i never decide to stop dreaming. Dreaming makes me happy.
girls .. to be exact that were born in the 90s like me , we grew watching fairytales cartoon
CINDERELLA, RAPUNZEL, SLEEPING BEAUTY, and so many more.
these kind of cartoons influence us to dream, imagine things.
Most of the cartoons in the end , end with a happy endings Also EVERY SINGLE OF IT INVOLVE A PRINCE CHARMING.
As we grow up and become a young adult , we finally realize that there is no such human call PRINCE CHARMING and also these kind of stories never existed in real life. so can you imagine how hurt it is when the dream you are dreaming in never existed. in this 2020 eras' there is no such life whereby a rich prince will marry a very ugly and poor girl. There will be no fairy god mother who will cast a spell to change a pumpkin to a carriage or to change mouse to horses. glass shoes will never exist. One of other fact that I learn nowadays is that True Love never exist.
I am one of the dreamer. don't lie. most of the girls of my age cannot deny that they are also once back then a heavy metal dreamer. Most of the stories back then also inserted the background of a dancing ballroom with a huge number of participants in it. dancing to the sweet piano . i once back then always imagine i was the heroin. A very poor lady that live with her stepmother and two step sisters. scolded by the step mother. ran into the woods and met a guy. fall in love. crisis happened but in the end i get married to the prince. na..the truth is .. it will never happen.. i always wanted to dance in the ballroom.. wear a pretty dress.. but yeah culture and religion stop me. but i never decide to stop dreaming. Dreaming makes me happy.
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